Killing Time

I never meant to let you down I never meant to hurt you or mess you around No, I never meant to lead you on I still don't know what went wrong Everytime you sign your name And everytime you think that I'm not to blame Though I never said I'd see it through I pulled it all out from under you I know it's only in my head And these things are better left unsaid But now a few years down the line I hope it wasn't all a waste of time I guess I should have let you know Yes, I should have told you I planned to go All those promises and plans I made It seems they've all been betrayed I never meant to force your hand And only hope that one day you'll understand Even if you knew I couldn't stay I'm sorry it had to end this way I know it's only in my head And these things are better left unsaid But now a few years down the line I hope it wasn't all a waste of time --- I know it's only in my head And these things are better left unsaid But now a few years down the line I hope you don't think I was just killing time I hope your memory serves you well And I won't vanish but time will tell But if you haven't made your mind I hope it wasn't all a waste of time I know I left you there for dead And now hanging by a thread And if we were both in our prime I hope it wasn't all a waste of time